I had hated, have hated and always will hate being average. Hate it even more that people have expectations from me and I can't come up to them.
* fuck you, freaks, i haven't heard the damn song. I'm not WMS-ish (western music society... the images attached to it) enough, you say? Shove the idea up your ass*
I love my voice, sadly enough, only I know how good I am. For whatever reason.
It's like I'm madly in love with music, and it has just broken my heart. And in the situation of despair, I desperately hold onto it anyway, because queerly, it makes me smile, nonetheless.