Saturday, November 24, 2007

okay fine, call it default or whatever.. but victory is victory right?? okay then.. WE WON IN COLLEGE!!!!! 2nd in duet, thank u very much, 2nd in group, 1st in solo and rishi won in instrumental 1st which im considering is our win only! see we did have the gargi girls doing the duet.. n they were.. decent. and sanam n timson won as usual.. group mein venky won as usual.. but its a compliment enough that they changed their first song coz they got intimidated by us.. or so we believe:)

n miranda were good but they changed the tempo n stuff n u dont ever mess with bohemain rhapsody do u?? plus my duet.. its was.. im not goign to say just decent becoz it was good, aastha thinks our turns were really good n stuff but i know we couldve done better.. epsecially with the seconds, we'd hrdly rehursed. god... i cant ever get over bohemian rhapsody i'd never try to take it.. n hats off to miranda for trying but i'd be shit scared of butchering the song.. its a cult song.. sigh. queen.. is my most favorite band:):) for more than one reason!!

okay coming to the 2nd part of my wonderful birthday... saumia swati n anu came over.. anu went at night.. dinner was excellent, i still have the taste in my mouth:) and then the birthday wishes.. (ahem someone didnt wish.. surprisingly it doesnt bother me much) was great.. the gifts were great even though im yet to get the best gift! N WE WOn in jdmc again which i personally think is our only default win..

anyway.. my birthday was good even with school friends... yes offlate ive been missing the presence of a guy in my life.. i cried in "devil wears prada" for gods sake.. i reallllllllllllyyy missing being part of the intelligent flirting n stuff.. n im getting attention from guys.. but its nto the same.. i havent found someone desirable yet.. 2 people who i wished felt for me the way i feel for them but even if they dont, i dont seem t mind that much.. i dont think i'l have a problem in forgetting them when i do find my guy:)

oh goooooooooooddddddd, i wish i were staying alone in a diffrent city in india...:) okay ive to go now.. guests over, but i will mke it happen.. i will convince my mum to let me go to either pune for symbi(I SWEAR not for....) or b'lore for a good mass comm insti
n 2ndly i have to start studying AND WIN IN VENKY N YOUTH NEXUS!!
adios!!

"Is this the real life-
Is this just fantasy-
Caught in a landslide-
No escape from reality-
Open your eyes
Look up to the skies and see-
Im just a poor boy,i need no sympathy-
Because Im easy come,easy go
,A little high,little low,Anyway the wind blows,
doesnt really matter to me,
To me..
I see a little silhouetto of a man,
Scaramouche,scaramouche will you do the fandango-
Thunderbolt and lightning-very very frightening me-
Galileo,galileo,Galileo galileo
Galileo figaro-magnifico-
But Im just a poor boy and nobody loves me-
Hes just a poor boy from a poor family-
Spare him his life from this monstrosity-
Easy come easy go-,will you let me go-
Bismillah! no-,we will not let you go-let him go-
Bismillah! we will not let you go-let him go
Bismillah! we will not let you go-let me go
Will not let you go-let me go
Will not let you go let me go
No,no,no,no,no,no,no-
Mama mia,mama mia,mama mia let me go-
Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me,for me,for me-"

copyright "queen"
sigh...

Thursday, November 8, 2007

we won at lsr!!! yaiii! n somehow even tho i think im the only one this excited, i didnt care when they announced, "and on 3rd position is kamala nehru college":)
yes i do think that had the mike been on, we'd've come 2nd instead of 3rd but well, no regrets, we worked our asses off n im sure in our fest we're going to win, i can feel it:)

i never thought i'd be this passionate about something, seriously now i know how anu feels about enigma.. all ive done since i came into 2nd yr is select songs and ever since we've selected a song for this yr ive been searchign one for next yr.. n i keep wanting to find seconds for every song. i want my 3rd yr to be the best, i want to win everwhere, i dont want to miss even one competition n im willing to do anythign for it. and ive already selected a song i want ot do next yr and im ssoooo tensed about how im going becoz its like one of those songs that u know if u pull off, its a sure shot win..

ive even thought of songs i want to do on the farewell.. sigh. i dont know though, what im going to do without adila:) its goign to be freakin tough finding parts and without geetanjali, its going to be HARDDDDD geting sponsors n stufff... sigh.
other than that, nothigns going on. life's good. birthday's comin in 14 days, me n aditi have this countdown going:) n with the men:) haha, that sounded pompous! im so happy like this.. its namrata's birthday in 2m, its also diwali 2m. i want to watch saawariya n om shanti om... had to go for shopping but ddint have the time.

this is the time of the yr, tis my birthday, and the fest:) i'vbe decided for village for school friends and ruby tuesday's for saumia swati anu. and mosty prbly i'll be getting an mp3 player...
yayy!
im not going to say life's good and jinx it, but u get the picture:)

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

"I hate the way you talk to me,
And the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive me crazy.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your horrible dressing sense,
And the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick.
It even makes me rhyme.
I hate it...I hate the way you're always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh;
Even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around;
And the fact that you didn't call,
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you;
Not even close;
Not even a little bit;
Not even at all."

this one's from the movie "10 things i hate about you".. it was a good movie, but this dialogue move me a lot. i was kinda worried about the whole, i'll never fall in love n the thing that happned with raghav will happen again phase, and im still not clear about it. but im fairly okay, considering i havent thought about it, n i generally dont think about it. that much evolution has happened.

i know it'll happen some day im just worried that even though that'll happen it'll take me a while to fall, FALL, for someone again. the thing with A is only there becoz he's ignoring me, not ebcoz i genuinely fell for him. i know that.

sigh, it is mighty pissing off anyway. im soooooooo irritated at him.
urgh i need to get laid.
i need attention from the opposite sex.
I NEED TO HAVE INTELLIGENT FLIRTING.

RAHUL doesnt count.
urgh.
i HATE this.

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

Went to sarojini today!! bought a cute top n a usual tshirt to wear to college n bought purple socks with donkeys on them! i think thats the best buy:):) okay i know i cant live with this anymore. im in generally a good mood today, but there r certain things that i dont like that r happening but they're out of bounds therefore i cant do anythin about.. bleh. im writing crap. i wish i could have night outs like the others. n i know that safety is the only issue. or else i would be out partying if things were better. im realllllllllllllyyy happy with my life now, n i was just telling anu that there's nothing i'd trade in my current situation. everythings good. not perfect but i can live with it.

i think by the day the thing i was talkng about, my popularity and acceptability issue is getting better. i can feel myslef gettting mature by the day. and im really happy that i have my future planned. im going to give mass entrances in and outside india n whatever happens i know will happen. n anu was telling em a few days ago, that its pointless to brood over things u know cant change becoz of genuine reasons behind it. i genuinely belive that someday i will have a gopod nightlife n i'll then look back at my college life n miss it. infact, dont even get me started about colleg life. its the best thign thats ever happened to me. i mean, school was fun n all, n i miss it terribly but i dont know what im going to do when i passout, i'll be crushed.

yest only i was passing the park n i saw these 9-10th ke bachche u know giggling n stuff. i wish i could go back in time now. i wish i could have a silly little crush n all of that. i miss my adolescent. im technically still a part of it, but its not the same. anyway, hopefully i'll get driving soon. n i dont wnt to talk abt zephyr, im in a good mood, someday when it gets to me (it already has but am in a good mood today dont want to spoil it.) i shall discuss it. we're gonna do another duet thsi yr hopefully, "its all coming back to me" me n aastha n i want to make sanam n everyone else's jaws drop open!

n about the men, ahem, im so much better now than i was before. have started talking to raghav, nothing like serious n stuff, just friends again. im happy the way things are, n im not willing to trade this life for a guy, n even incase AND WHEN i do find someone, i'll never wokr on it like i did for Raghav, whats going to happen, will. have started to love RHCP's songs!
adios!

"Getting born in the state of Mississippi
Papa was a copper and mama was a hippie
In Alabama she would swing a hammer
Price you gotta pay when you break the panorama
She never knew that there was anything more than poor
What in the world does your company take me for
Black bandana, sweet Louisiana robbin' all a bank in the state of Indiana
She's a runner, rebel and a stunner
On her merry way sayin;
baby whatcha gonna
Lookin' down the barrel of a hot metal 45
Just another way to survive
California rest in peaceSimultaneous release
California show your teeth
She's my priestess, I'm your priest
YEAH, YEAH"

copyright "RHCP"