Friday, April 24, 2009

I had this excellent image for the thing I wanted to convey through this post. Sadly, google and blogger is acting up and I absolutely cannot wait another minute for the image to upload.

You'll just have to make do with the desired effect created by the amazing play of words.

Anyhoo.

I am letting him go. Letting. Him. Go.

In all its meaning, connotations and repercussions. I feel rather nice today. And it dawned upon me, that I am ready to move on, happily at that. And and even better realization is that even if I end up getting what I want from him, it won't be what I want in general. And knowing this, running after what only seems futile is only messing me up, innit? When really, chances are, this is only so desirable because it isn't available.

Oh, I am twisted.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EwDuC3fs0Gk


Love, oh love, oh careless love,
You've fly though my head like wine
You've wrecked the life
Of many a poor girl
And you nearly spoiled this life of mine

Love, oh love, oh careless love
In your clutches of desire
You've made me break a many true vow
Then you set my very soul on fire

Love, oh love, oh careless love,
All my happiness bereft
Cause you've filled my heart with weary old blues
Now I'm walkin' talkin' to myself

Love, oh love, oh careless love,
Trusted you now it's too late
You've made me throw my old friend down
That's why I sing this song of hate

26 comments:

v said...

I'm glad you are happy.

Up for dinner?

S said...

pick me up.. say... when pigs fly?

v said...

You're flying too high at the moment. I'll wait till you crash.

Utopia said...

seems tis the season of letting go. :-)

go-phish said...

i love how your soul is on display

no 'sigh' from me.


life is too short for regrets, innit?

i love the way we can blurt out 'innit'

innit innit innit dimwit innit innit innit nitwit innit innit

ah innit

knit knot. poppy hawks.

(no, i have not smoked up!)
but i bet this is how Keats felt, innit?

S said...

V: :D

Utopia: Yeah, looks like :) Well atleast it's progress!

Go phish: Oho. You art weird.

go-phish said...

dahlin.

but of course.

Coconut Chutney said...

You were too good for him anyways.
[I don't know him but even then, the girl is always too good for the guy. Always. ]

S said...

Amen.

"A" said...

Do i dare ask, why are you blog posts revolving around one guy?


(PS: does he read the blog?)

S said...

You think? I wouldn't be this explicit if he did, you know :)

And they revolve around him, because the instances are such!

"A" said...

i can safely bet my right arm that he ACTUALLY does know about your blog.


And finding out if one has a blog or not is pretty simple these days.

firstly there's google (and the million other ways of finding about this are orkut and facebook)

and secondly friends...talk to friend....who talk to friends...who talk to ....(ahem) friends.


you get the drift, right?

S said...

I beg to differ :)

To clarify, I have googled my name, or anything remotely google-able and checked. It's not like I would've made that statement without the requisite measures.

Secondly, there is no way this blog can reach him. It's in absolute secrecy from people we have in common. The ones who do read this blog who are aware of his existence, I trust enough to not mention it to him.

Hence proved.

"A" said...

I don't buy your argument.



(if you believe in your philosophy, so be it!)


:-)
Ignorance is certainly bliss!

S said...

I didn't make the point for you to buy it :)

It was a clarification on my part. As much as I believe that I would most definitely take measures to make sure that my emotions through this blog are curtained.
Ignorance would be a part of this argument had I not bothered to do anything.

It's my word to myself, in any case, not to you :) You are free to "not buy my argument".

"A" said...

I buy that one!


:-P


(PS: Try happy posts, that aren't centered around Mr. Wrong for a change)

S said...

Who can say what is happy? Or sad? Or what the true Mr. right of Mr. wrong is?

:P (post modern interpretation right back at you!)

v said...

I don't know about Mr. Wrong but you are definetly Ms. Wrong.

S said...

OMG, V!!

I think a tear just rolled down my eye.

I am going to hang myself from the ceiling in grief. I've lost hope frm the world.

..and all that jazz.

v said...

Sarcasm needs more work.

(By the way, a better way is to slit your wrists... ceiling might come crashing down killing you before you were supposed to die, just a suggestion though)

S said...

Your opinion means the world to me.

v said...

Now, that's better.

So what are you waiting for?

"A" said...

Scary!

Sachin Garg said...

nice blog and a rich taste in music, quite close to mine.
:)

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