So, ncategorically, who is a 'Nerd' ?

I've never understood the negative connotations with it? And it pisses the hell out of me that when you feel like studying, or reading up to increase your own knowledge of the course you've loved, people give you the look. I know I didn't do that well the previous year, I know I've always been associated with laidback-ness.. but sometimes you've got to let the person be. Seriously.

I love my course. I love everything related to it, and the worst part is, when you don't do well, people automatically presume that you're not meant for the course. There are times when I want to get up and scream- "I'm fucking good!" and I know the only way I can really do that is by doing well year- which is something I know I can. I really know. And I don't want to pass out not knowing how it feels to kickass and be succesful atleast one year out of the three. Or alteast giving it my best.

This is all I want to do this year. Though, i'm already starting to notice that without my, our music society is already coming down. And I should ideally work at being good this year considering current attraction is from my rival college's Western music college, and the pressure of making a markn considerably increases, but I have to choose. And I've chosen: My course.
and there, I hate all of you who just when "what a nerd."

P.s- Love of my life- dave mathews band. Eeeee!!