I am not a cynic. And I'm quite fab :)
This is what a random little (sidey) attraction does to you. I don't really want to talk about, its one of those sidey attractions that only increased because people around you made it to be. He's not my type, really. Its just the voice and the fact that he's a Goan-Christian.
I have a majorrr, MAJOR thing for guys with a nice voice. He sings. And I've never really been with someone who sings... and fucking well. Hence the attraction. Lets see what happens, I'll be seeing him soon, and by seeing I mean "visually". We're yet to be introduced. I don't think he knows of my existence... plus, he's way outta my league, though my editor and his girlfriend don't think so. Anyway, I shall not get into that debate. Even if we're not introduced, or nothing happens, the realisation that a small attraction makes you a lot happier has now come to me. I suggest it to all!
Moving on, I read a couple of thingummys here and there. I've been so far away from couples and relationships, I never realised that it can be beautiful all the same. I read this conversation between a guy I know and his girlfriend, he was convincing her to go out with him then. Not cheesy at all, quite beautiful. And all this while I kept thinking that they're not suited for each other, but now after that, I see why they're together. And a few peoms that he's written perfectly describes how they are, as a couple.
I don't think I'm going to get cynical about relationships anymore. It seemed rather fresh, caught me by eye. They're "in love", but it was something else. Put a genuine smile on my face. I don't want the same thing, but atleast I know that its not all disgusting and mushy.. they call love a beautiful feeling for a reason. And the best part is, I like someone, but it took to a peak into somebody else's relationship to realize it.
P.s- In a calm/good mood, not hyper/good mood.
P.p.s- Franti- Ganja Babe. Listen :)