Okay, that's it. I did not think I would feel this way at 20. You know, soothing hatrid. And there's nothing I can do because.. its complicated and I got into it myself.
So magnetron thinks I took things way seriously and asked him to change. and so.. he asked said "fuck it" and stopped talking to me.
Now, maybe its just a pity that he's immature or maybe I could wring his neck and break it and throw it. I left the conversation we had at a difference of opinion and did the mature thing. Let go. How fucking immature would you have to be to complicate things further and scapegoat? first things first, I did not as him to change, I barely know him. All i asked him to do was have a decent conversation.
If he's feeling frisky, he doesn't have to tell the world. Even if they've interrupted him at the wrong time.. (in his words). I'm not talking about the "talk to girls politely" shit. That's just sexist. What I mean is you don't have to tell me about how horny you're feeling when i ask you "whats up" even if you are.... And its not like this is the first time he's been... err, very vocal about his thoughts. So If I had to take any of it seriously, I could've with a zillion other things. Its just, that night, I reached saturation point. Why the fuck should he tell me anything related to how horny he was, if he was just answering my "whats up" question and not playing on ulterior motives?
And if he was playing on ulterior motives.. i had to right to ask him t move on to a decent conversation.. or stop talking to him for good. Which I did... due to a different opinion/insight. Where the fuck did "me taking it too seriously" come in?? Urgh, 21 year old horny bastards. I did not ask him to change anything about himself... and if he thinks maintaining a normal comversation is not a part of him.. then its good that we stopped talking. The least I expected was him to not come to stupid immature conclusions about that conversation we had... and tell our common friend about it. When I told her, I was rather mature about it.
Why the fuck do I always meet the bloody immature assholes? That's it. I pronounce all 21 year old, malu, engineering students as bastards.
Infact all men excluding Dad and brothers.
P.s- If he can be immature, so can I.
p.p.s- forgive the cribbing, I had no other outlet. This is by far the most frustating thing ever. And I though I had the last word.