Don't have too much time to post... Im just trying to distract myself. Stupid Malu boy is online and I'm trying my best to not start a conversation.
So, i have Sociology tomorrow. Yes, i have exams going on, am i not supposed to be near the computer or something? (sometimes i wonder who i could be talking to)
Urgh.
(name inserted here) *bright green dot*
Available.
Okay, how do you deal with this? How can you not talk to someone when their effing status says effing AVAILABLE? Yeah, i know it'll pass, either me or him will eventually go offline. Evidently, i dont want to. Yeah, yeah, i know the right thing to do is switch off the damn PC and go study... Up yours.
Okay, lets focus on better things. *breathes*
I heard this new song the other day. The lyrics are very.... haunting yet not negative. Get hold of the song, its called "solitude standing- Suzanne Vega". I recommend it to all !
Fine, Fine I'm going now. I will focus on Socio, i swear. Oooh, wait lets make this even better. For all those who read this... tell me how you've coped with this kinda crap before or presently :D
*sly smile*
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i know the reason for the sly smile!!!...*sings*
Oh damnit, this is SO me, just about two weeks back or something. I suffered like this for whole three months. [Pwetty Name]GreenDot is the worst thing possible on GTalk! And if 'Available' is intolerable, think about 'Busy'. Then your mind goes wheezing, "Why's he busy? Who's he talking to? Must be so-and-so girl! Have they hooked up? OMG! Maybe he's not talking to anyone! Maybe he's busy with somebody in his room!!!". Bleh.
Anyhoo, I had a hard time getting around this one. I tried deleting him a couple of times but used to add him back because my curiosity always got the better of me ("Is he online? If not, where can he be? Off for a movie? With whom?"). If you're not a curious cat - though I think you are - you can try this. Blocking obviously is a bad option. What if he wants to ping you sometime?
I usually keep the GTalk main window minimised all the time and I've disabled the sign-in alerts. That brings some peace of mind. If you've a close friend who's not in the same college as you and who comes online frequently, talk to him/her. I do it with my closest friend who's in Australia now. Time difference suits us. We're playing email antakshari these days...and sometimes, we play antakshari on GTalk too, obviously by typing out the words. It has saved me.
All right, pliss to be forgiving for the spamming. I really do spew too much sometimes.
I'm verrry curious, infact so much that minimizing the window doesnt help. I'll keep checking and checking...
But the good thing about people like us is, the more easily we're able to fall for the guy, the easier it is to fall out of falling for him... err, yeah :)
We deserve atleast someone who will talk to us when the status says effing "available"
Maybe Aladdin :D or a lookalike even !
Takru... you perverse little cutie :D
There is only one remedy for ex's. Delete messenger account, orkut accounts, facebook accounts, phone numbers of all common friends and all photos.
Thats what I did and I have had reasonable success.
he more easily we're able to fall for the guy, the easier it is to fall out of falling for him
That's true in my case if it's a mere crush. After a relationship, er, no, it's hard, bloody hard. Harder if you never parted on a bitter note and are on good talking terms. Ugh.
I agree with Ok's suggestion though. I've been off Facebook, Orkut and other jazz since January and boy, does it help! You might end up snooping and spying all day otherwise. :P
PS: I again tried the deletion in messenger after a chat this afternoon. Working very well so far. Go ahead and give it a shot. :D
Hahaha, you know.. defying the purpose of the post only... i have these outbursts that last only 3 days. Nothing is worth deleting my facebook and messenger :D
:--) U know u can block a person. ;--)
Out of sight is definitely out of mind.
so this is what i know
1.you wont delete him...(not even if i beg you to..)
2.you wont block him...(sighs)
3.you WILL talk to him (again and again and again....*blinks*)
4.you will call me before/during/after talking to him...
5.i will blink some more...
dahlin thou art very determined...put that will to good use!...prove me wrong!!!....
I have Takru. I have :D I now officially hate him. HATE.
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