I just finished cooking!! made rajma chawal, n a good salad for me! im a good girl today. but i had no idea what a sweaty affair cookin was!! *wipes sweat of forehead*

i have a feeling im being ignored!! n i wont say i dont care, becoz reasons could be 2. a) for my own welfare, becoz it just seems right that no communication happens, n we both know it.. or b) deliberately becoz i give him/her the creeps. whatever it is, the bottom line is that its happening, but in a way im responsible. not that i care too much, becoz i know its good for me in a way. i just dont want to loose out ont he friendship now that ive made 90% progress. and i SWEAR!! i dint feel a thing today. just curiousity, i swear!!! and a concious, on the spot realization!!! woooohoooo!!!

i saved myself a couple of bucks today, was gonna go for a movie but i couldnt becoz of renovation work at home, n turns out it was the worse movie of the year, "calling it horrible would be lenient.." in Saumia's words. chalo good. but im dyyiinnngg to meet them, its been ages, well just swati, but what the hell, an outing is always welcome.

i dont want to write down wat happened yest, it was disgusting and i hope the distance remains n the situations doesnt get worse, but thats it for this one. its the end this time. and yes, going to brighter and more interesting topics, i think i **** * ***** ** ********!! decrypt!!
hahaha, even though its surreal and absurd i found myself thinkin about it all night and being very punctual. but am very sure i wont pursue it further. just for some fun!

am going to eat my salad! doing no excercise these days! :(:(
Adios!

"How long before I get in?
Before it starts, before I begin?
How long before you decide?
Before I know what it feels like?
Where To, where do I go?
If you never try, then you'll never know.
How long do I have to climb,
Up on the side of this mountain of mine?
All that noise, and all that sound,
All those places I got found.
And birds go flying at the speed of sound,
to show you how it all began.
Birds came flying from the underground,
if you could see it then you'd understand"

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