They say you need to make mistakes to know they are mistakes in the first place.
Okay, I successfully second that.
This is not a mistake, don't get me wrong. I like it. But like is as maximum as it will go. And all the pressure is getting me to reconsider whether I like it in the first place or not. And now if I voice out my opinion, I will seem confused and annoyingly impulsive.
I was wrong in agreeing to this. I was better off being single.
Man, relationships are overrated. I like the guy. He's okay. But I'm in love with someone else.
(I figured it's time to come clean)
And this love business in my life in a tad bit complicated. I thought I could get rid of it by getting into this.
Beep
I was wrong.
Am I going to do anything about it? I don't know. I never know what to do.
I have 2 options:

1. I'm moving to pune in 2 months. The boy is going for a vacation in a month. We're mutually agreeing to end things there. So I guess I should just stick to it. I like the guy, he's good company but there's is absolutely nothing more to it.
2. Or I could tell him, and go back to the no tag, fling thing. It might be weird. Too weird actually. And I'm not feeling stifled, just so fucking annoyed with my situation.

Meh. I'm moving in a while. I will not discuss this anymore. I'm okay only, nothing against N. Just urgh, these boys. One is my boyfriend for reasons I am unaware of, and another is a really good friend but i'm in love with him.

And screw you all, I didn't feel like being cryptic. Go on, gasp. Laugh. Whatever.