Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Was supposed to meet 5'10 today. Its funny how she's my oldest friend, someone I've grown up with and I can't stand her. She's pisses the hell out of me. I won't get into the reasons, but every time i have to talk to her or make a plan with her, I feel like strangling her or something. Like today for example, I told I'd come over around 12 because she's been wanting to tell me something for really long- and something apparently, which can't be told over the phone. So i made the plan, FOR once I'm busy these days, still took out time, and now she's not fucking picking up my phone. Its 11.30 btw.

What the fuck are you supposed to do with friends like these? I can't take it. I really can't! I hope I don't get to meet her today or Im just going to blurt out exactly how I feel and possibly ruin our friendship.

This sucks. She should fucking get out of her rose tinted world, and realize that people aren't going to want to lick her ass everytime.

12 comments:

Nirmal said...

uf uf...wrong time i entered i guess...

Preeti said...

I think u shud tell her...Seriously do...I mean not in a mean way but probably slightly subtly...

Or if it comes out in a mean way just tell her ur angry! It's ok...She's gotta know...

Ketan said...

I agree with Preeti.
Some people just cannot take a hint.
This is when you blurt out what you really feel!! and believe me, it is sheer bliss!

V said...

i think you're overreacting.

S said...

Nirmal: mood swing number 43256 :)

Preeti: I tried.. didn't work. I think I'm going to back off and let her figure it out on her own. She didn't give me time and space to even start telling her what was on my mind.

Ketan: ditto. I've decided to let her be permamently.

V: You'd think otherwise if I had details to share. I think I've been more than taken for granted. Plus its much more complicated than most people can imagine.

pugsieT said...

i think i know. you know i gave up on friends-who-used-to-be-friends-and-now-we're-living-in-the-past. but you know and i know she means something to you. even if she annoys you. so im glad you went. and it'll all be okay.
promise.

Okie Dokie said...

He he he! You complicate things.

Option A: Call her shout at her for making you wait. And then forget it forever. No baggage.

Option B: Ignore her forever.

Why get into the whole "please you need to treat me with respect" thing.

Scribblers Inc said...

rugged...thats exactly the way you gotta be nowadays...
Peace...
Scribblers Inc.

K.C. said...

Wow, do I remember these days. So sad that I am 41 and looking back at these days... I am the old one here and remembering these days.

It will pass and hopefully you guys will still be friends still. Since you have been friends for so long... or maybe it will fizzle..

Maybe not try to burn the bridge with an all out screaming fest, though you want to... I dunno... tough one.. Hope it turns out okay. (Did that sound too grandma like?)

I love your blog and didn't want to miss out on the conversation..:) Kayce

S said...

OK: Cant ignore, can't scream, So I went there and just forgot my ego. Told myself its the last time I'm making an initiative, and have stuck to that ever since.

Scribblers Inc: erm, okay.

KC: Yeah, Im hoping it passes, plus its one of those friendships where you always have phases, maybe we'll move past it yet again. Just his time, I've made rules.

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