‘What is happening to me’, isn’t exactly the clichéd phrase I had in mind. 

But let’s put it simple and straight – I’m losing my mind. This doesn’t happen often, and it’s mostly a very personal thing. I play this game of snakes and ladders in my head, where the snakes are concepts built up by me, and climbing up a ladder is often 20 times more dramatic than it should be.

And then, in my oversized school-colored-navy sweater when I walk out to face reality on a foggy winter night, I’m hit by my own delusional contrast.

All or Nothing.

Let’s keep All in a corner. But please, please let it not be Nothing.