I had a very eye-opening talk with Dance baby today. Im so glad I have her around... as cliched as this sounds, she's the only one who can predict my future POA and be absolutely right... And know what the right thing to do would be, suitably satisfying everyone's desires :D

Im really excited about pugsie's and strawberry's bday gift! Pugsie- when you read this, you'll already know what it is :) UNLESS you dont wake up at 8 in the morning to write a post.

मेरे दोस्त पागल है ।

Haha :D
I was a miserable wreck 2 days ago, Im back to my narcissistic self. Though I won't rant about it..... yet.
OMG! I love Justin Timberlake. Yeah, I know sexy back is really old, but I just came up with this amazing line :)
"Justin can totally whip me if I misbehave :D"

Acha, Magnetron news: Dance baby and me came to a very self-assurative conclusion... so Im kinda happy about that.
R Status news: I have realised that my standards are very high and I've discussed it too many times to type it out again. It'll be hard to find someone who matches up to my expectations. Magnetron is somewhere close. But I HAVE REALISED he is my feel good, contact when depressed back up. So I feel much more sure and secured about the situation.

I like how my cheekbones have come into visible existence, now. I love the fact that Im finally going on a vacation with my Parents. I'm really looking forward to it.
Ooooh, I could dance :) Im happy, but more celebratory kind of happy. Ironic since Its pugsie's and strawberry's Bday and not mine.

Lalalalalala :)

Oh, the gift is KICKASS. I know Im not being modest and there's slight chance they might not LOVE it, but I dont care, I do. I hope Pugsie doesn't read this. Haha.
And yes, PUGSIE and me are real friends, and she's not a figment of my imagination, and Im very hurt with the inisuation. I mean how jobless would the Idiots think I am to maintain 2 daily blogs?? Up yours :D

Oooooh, I could have a ego battle/war of the witts with someone now, and kick some ASS. Anybody who's interested please initiate and get ready to DIE!!

Yeah, people have told me I resemble the character of Ross in FRIENDS.


*goes to dance around*
*manages to piss everyone with her LOUD in-your-face "happy" vocals*
*could give Magnetron a very good time now*

I'm glad about one thing.
I have successfully accepted that I'm different compared to the people around me. Especially in terms of writing and intellect. Pugsie and Sh are two people I look upto with regard to writing and creative abilities. Throughout my friendship with both, I was afraid my fluctuating self worth would come in between my appreciative skills... but thankfully it hasn't.

It never did :D
A sense of growing up is always welcome. I think i'm going to stick with "sassy twang". Otherwise, everything's fine. I had a bitch moment last night. I have got to stop using people because I'm low on self esteen and then sulk because my POA didn't work. Not exactly mature I know.

Urgh, apparently I have a cute nose.
:(

Okay, so I'm randomly talking on the phone to an equally narcissistic friend, and since i ahve no visitors these days, I roam around in the house wearing my fav shorts.. torn, faded, tattered, most comfortable :D

And I sit down in front of the mirror, because, habitually, I need to look at myself while I talk to other people on the phone... and then I realize that my work out has made a TREMENDOUS difference on my thighs.

OMG! I have the most amazing pair of legs in the enitre world. I swear to you. I really do. I cannot believe what I see in the mirror. Yes obviously Im still looking at it.
Wow, I don't think Im going to get over this one in a long time. Yayayaayaya!!! I have sexy legs! The next guy I get into a relationship is so darn lucky :D

This is life's hard truth, people...

Sometimes, you try your best to convince yourself to not do a certain thing, write about it, tell yourself that you will regret it, chalk out specifically why you shouldn't do the aforementioned, ask about 2 friends to remind you to not do it because you don't trust yourself, talk to yourself and completely ignore the risk of sounding like a weirdo to people around you.......

And you will still do it, if you want to.

Moral of the story- try convincing yourself that you Don't want to do it next time. Although i might warn you, it doesn't work. You'll just end up learning the hard way. So I've just decided to tell anyone who questions that I would rather regret doing what I did, than knowing I didn't do it even though I really wanted to.

P.s- Although I didn't regret, I did it but i made sure I didn't regret.

P.p.s- Damn it, I wanted this post to be short and sweet.

P.p.p.s- Still sweet, no?