Tuesday, April 1, 2008

Love can be a many splendored thing
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses, diamond rings
Dreams for sale and fairy tales
It'll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind,
It'll fool ya every time
The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you got no say at all
Now I was once a fool, it's true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world's a deeper blue
I'm sadder, but I'm wiser too
I swore I'd never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn't worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name

That was Kelly Clarkson's best vocal according to me. Frankly i never thought I'd be quoting that ever.... erm, not that I'm whining about the trouble with love, or that Im in love... i just think the lyrics are very.. well, not appropriate, but very relatable, in the sense, at some point i could relate to it in the past, and at some point i will relate to it in the future.

So i have History in exactly 3 days. Am i studying? Haha.
Anyyyyway. As usual, my life revolves around whining about my been-there-for-too-long single status. Im not particularly whiny about it today, really, there are days when im okay with it. I keep reminding myself that this is only happening because i have so much free time (yeah happens when you have exams :) ) Pugsie called me the Whine queen today. Wait, no i called myself that because it was kinda funny how the only way anybody could be whiny-er than me is if they're PMsing. Pugsie just realised how the real world is so much better than the virtual. *sniggers to self in despair*

So the thing i decided i wouldnt discuss on the blog, well about that, yes DISASTROUS, didnt work the way i wanted it, but like I've been told and know subconciously (yes, again), its a learning experience and i will laugh about it in a while. Well, i was laughing about it in the afternoon with the person concerned also so, no biggie, really.
Haha, who am i kidding, given a choice i'd whine about it for months, and continue to trash myself till my jaws dont hurt, and even then I'd probably have to stop only because my Mum would be screaming her head off for me to get of the phone. Yes, i only whine on the phone these day... life is sad.

"I suck, Life sucks"
Ooooh, am i allowed to quote?? :D

"I'd be on my knees for you, if you were here."

Me: you're crazy?
"about you, yes :)"

"Im intellectually and physically attracted to you.. and one doesnt debase the other"

Yeah, thats my way of getting over someone. I think people have given up on me. Im making a big deal of nothing really. God is showing me signs. You know, have Pugsie feel really (the H word) about some "hottie" and admitt that its exaggerated but there only coz anything remotely real is appealing. I should learn. I should join pugsie on the diet :)

Okay, Im going to try once again. And im not whining about being single today, today is the day i make myself open to romances from the fucking real world. REAL is the key world here. Sigh, the weather's good. I have history to do. Wait, today's tuesday... so you think you can dance is on tonight! yay!

*ray of hope suddenly visible*
*smile suddenly creeps on her face as she thinks of Ivan*
*she bursts into a song*
*she declares herself very (the H word)*

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*gags*

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Aditi said...

not to mention the hours we've spent on the phone with each other and talked about it for...a gazillion times. erm. there;s one good thing that emmerged from this though. we got closer.
anyway, NICE way of getting over "it".

P.S- electricity

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