Its sooo irritating to get phone calls from people who u dont know who insist that they want to talk to u!! especially when u know its probably rooted in some stupid prank!! Im quite happy today, i think Mum's gonna get a good job. But apart from that the best part about today has been the feeling of me growing. first of all i want to publically say that im soooooooooooooo happpyy for saumia that she's ahem, "over the ordeal!!", although i really dont know how it must feel:) im sure she feels awesome and like a burden's been taken off her!! but somewhere since yesterday, i have this feeling that im growing out of a certain thing. i guess its been a very new progress so cant really pat myself of the back for it, becoz everytime i've tried to do it, very soon i give up, so im hoping i dont, and then when its been um, lets say, a month i'll rewar myself. this month's gonna be quite tough, starting from today, i think im gonna keep track of whether i'm eating healthy n not doing what im really tempted to do but shouldnt be doing.

Day 1- so far so good, i've eaten a fairly balanced lunch, and will make sure that i eat healthy stuff before dinner if i get hungry, and also havent broken rules and given in. lets see how far i can follow this!!

I also feel great becoz im gettin more spiritual by the day, and during these holidays i've realised that a good brisk walk makes u feel really good and meditating during the walk makes u feel even better. And this routine seems so much better than what iused to do. Makes me feel amazing actually.
Anyway, im dying to see pirates of the carribean and also dyyyyyinnnggggggg to start my guitar classes!
Amyway, i promised myself a home pedicure, so lets see if i can get the hang of it!
Adios!

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"Talk to me softly
There's something in your eyes
Don't hang your head in sorrow
And please dont cry
I know how you feel inside I've
I've been there before
Somethin's changin' inside you
And don't you know
Don't you cry tonight
I still love you baby
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight"